You’re just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you’ll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
eyes are aching, heart is breaking.. i really wish you’d call me. i really wish i’d stop worrying. i have a quiz tomorrow. i should study, i want to study, i can’t study. you know it’s gonna be.. alright. everything is gonna be… alright.
lionhearted and tenacious, cheating is only for the cowards and the weak-willed.
look at me, can’t even think straight, just wanting you near.. my mind is tired and i just want to sleep but can’t without you electronically beside me.
all that i want and all that i need is in you. so i won’t give up. do you promise? cross my heart, hope to die..
(but right now, you’re annoying the shit out of me)
you’re probably going to get angry with me for not texting you back… but what do you want me to say to you? there’s nothing TO say. i know that whatever i say, you’re just going to brush it off anyway. i’m sorry that i’m such a bad girlfriend. i’m sorry that my lack of experience causes me to not know how to love you correctly. i’m sorry that i don’t think sometimes, and when i do, it’s already too late. i’m sorry that i can be inconsiderate at times. i’m sorry that i’m so selfish. i’m sorry that the only thing i know how to do is piss you off. i’m sorry that i can never seem to live up to your expectations. i’m sorry that i’m always having to say that i’m sorry. i’m stupid, a fuck up, a retard, an idiot… yeah, i’m sorry for that too.
i say this every single time, but i just can’t seem to get it through this thick skull of mine.. i need to be more considerate of you. to think more of you, to think how i’d feel if i was in your shoes. but i’m not psychic, i’m not always going to be able to get it when you want me to. i’m only human.. i’ve made countless mistakes and will continue to do so. i’m trying to become a better girlfriend, but trying isn’t good enough, right? i do well in one area, then i fuck up in another. i’m such a slow learner.
teach me how to love you better, you know i wanna love you better
i hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie i hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside i can fix all those lies, oh baby, baby, i run, but i’m running to you you won’t see me cry, i’m hiding inside my heart is in pain, but i’m smiling for you