i think the best part was all the fights i seen. i witnessed a woman get ko’d by one punch, a man’s face bloody as hell from getting hit with a bottle, stopped my friend from getting into a fight, and a guy get smacked with a skateboard.
i own the swagger supermarket and you, you just a bag boy.
i think i’m going to do what keith is doing, and that is to start leaving all the people in my life who are two-faced, disloyal, drama-causing, & who are just negative in general.
this is why i mainly hang out with keith & kc now. us three are real people, and i’m so lucky to have found these two. we have each other’s backs, we don’t talk shit, we have fun and don’t cause drama, and when we do have problems with each other, we talk it out with one another instead of spreading bullshit. sure, we make fun of each other and other people, but it’s nothing that we wouldn’t say to your face or lie to you about if you asked us what we’ve said. i think we’re pretty mature compared to our peers..
my mother was actually home and she was making breakfast. i come out into the living room and my father, aunt, & uncle were there gossiping and what not.. they greet me good morning and tell me “kain na” meaning ‘eat now’ or ‘go eat’ in Tagalog.
i haven’t had filipino food in so long.. i’ve missed these days, reminds me of my childhood. i woke up to a home this morning, not a house.
keith gave out a couple of my cigarettes to this scraggly lookin' motherfucker.
i was pissed. and this scrag gave me $.50 and sure, i was supposed to feel appreciative that this dude gave me some sort of compensation for them, but what the fuck do i need fifty cents for? i’d rather take back my cigarettes, they have my worth to me than your coins. i’m no fucking bum.. keep your change, bitch!
you don’t just give out MY cigarettes to some loser on the streets.. seriously?
and don’t say that i’m talking shit, because this isn’t. i’m going to talk to keith about this tomorrow morning. i am not two-faced, when i have problems with people, i bring it up to them. …unlike a lot of people i know.. :P
i fucked up todaaaay and i was doing so well this week! “/ i’ve been so productive.. coming home early, staying on my diet, not spending so much money, turning in job applications, not doing drugs, looking for apartments.. but today i drank. just one Blue Moon, but still. it’s fine though, there’s always at least one day where you fall back. i won’t fuck up tomorrow, i promise you this.
i’m sure she’ll like it all. or at least appreciate what me & keith have gotten her so far.
what we’ve done was go to a bunch of random stores, and get her one thing that reminds us of her for each day she’s gone, which is five or six days.
this was pretty much MY idea and i’m pretty much doing all the work, but i’m fine with letting Keith take some of the credit as well. haah. it’s kind of a challenge though, since the things that remind us of her, we can’t really obtain. lol.. but i’ll think of something. we only need three or four more gifts for her.