i should tell myself this more often. keith needs to hear this too.
i think his body is perfect. but i check out a guys arms.. especially the forearms. do you see how his forearms are not too skinny & a bit veiny? yeah, i like that. haha.
MY attention? why, sweetheart, are you not catching my eye? :P haha
well if i’m not attracted to you right off the bat, then just be a sweetheart to me & a gentleman. prove to me that chivalry isn’t dead. but at the same time, you have to be badass. always down to do whatever, whenever. or just make me laugh!
lol.. what a cheeeesy question!
uhmm, i like it when boys already have a plan. when they know exactly what to do and where to go. be in command! i’ll love it.
we’d have to go do something fun.. like go to a shooting range, paintball.. go karts.. boating.. idk. take me out to dinner somewhere different & exciting. i like trying new things. & then after, when it gets a bit darker, we can go to a viewpoint & just talk. or if it’s not too windy, go to the beach. i like going to the beach at night. :] yeeeeuh! sounds perfect.
you think that i don’t know, but you really have nooo idea.
so i’m going out today. i’m not going to talk to you, i won’t think about you. i won’t bring you up in conversation. and if anyone asks, i don’t know you. and this cycle is going to continue for the next day, and the next day, and the next day.
you’re nothing to me now.
i don’t need anyone in my life that doesn’t need me.
yeeee. soon enough. i think i’m gnna get my piercings first thoooo. my dimples and maybe one of my nipples too. haha. ..a barbell, not a ring :P
well first off, i dont have a boyfriend, stupehh!
but if i had one, and if he ever cheated on me, i would just do the same. reciprocity.
let me tell you about my Monday night/Tuesday morning Tumblr!
so Keith brings me home around.. 11 or 12. i was resting on my bed, about to call it a night when Peter & Panda hit me up to go out and drink with them. then right after, Joepeezy, Ray, Kevin, and Sara hit me up to go out also. so we all met up at my house and we left to go to Mussel Rock. drinking and smoking.. talking about random bs. i stayed sober the entire night though! aren’t you proud of meeee? :P then we left for Baker Beach, where we seen this creepy ass guy dressed in black carrying a stick. Ray and i were down to mob on him.. lol, justkidding. by this time, Ray was drunk, and i think Peter & Panda were buzzed. it was almost 3 when Kevin decided we should all go to Stow Lake.
and this is where all the weird, creepy shit starts to happen. they say that 3AM is the devil’s hour. i never really believed that before, but after last night…..
if you haven’t heard, there are ghosts at Stow Lake. the most popular one is ‘The White Lady’. supposedly, in the 20’s or 30’s, her kids drowned in the lake, so she goes around asking people if you have seen her kids. there are a bunch of other urban legends about The White Lady, but you can go Google that on your own time :]
anyway, we arrived at Stow Lake and parked by the boat & bike rentals in front of the bathroom. it was Sara, Ray, Kevin, Joepeezy, and I in one car, while Peter & Panda were in another. Sara and Ray were sitting in the front. it was 3:15AM. we were all just talking, fooling around when we notice Ray staring at Sara. we thought he was just trying to scare us, so we all called out his name, tapping him, flicking him… trying to get him to stop, but he wouldn’t. he wasn’t talking, or moving, just.. looking at Sara.
“You can stop now, Ray!” no response.
and i honestly can’t remember what happened first, but i think Panda went up to Ray’s window to see if he was okay, and Ray started staring at Panda.
“Ray, don’t stare at me like that, man.” Panda pushes Ray’s head away and Ray moves his head back to the same position and continues to stare at Panda.
“Ray, don’t look at me like that.. i swear to God” Panda pushes his head away once again, and this continues about two more times.
We decide to leave, because everyone was getting all weirded out.. and Ray, still in his little creep mode, simply says “I died at the hospital.”
We didn’t really acknowledge what he said at that time, and i think it’s because we all had other things on our mind.. and at the same time, Sara was lecturing us, telling us that we shouldn’t have come here, ghosts sometimes follow people home.. Kevin was all trippin’ out, being all scared.. Joepeezy was trying to get Ray to stop doing what he was doing.. and I was just sitting there, taking in all of what was going on.
So we were driving through, Ray was still not moving or talking, and we almost got lost.. but we made it out. and when we got out of the park, Ray breathes in loud and deep and starts yelling..
“WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED, DON’T TOUCH ME, I SWEAR TO GOD, WHY AM I DEAF RIGHT NOW”
“Don’t touch him! Don’t touch him!”
“Stop at the gas station!”
So Sara pulls into the gas station and Ray asks us to explain to him what happened at the park. So then Joepeezy explained what went on, everyone gets out of the car, and like a bunch of retards, they start smoking cigarettes at a GAS STATION to calm their nerves. they really did not give a fuck. lol.
Ray wanted to go back to Stow Lake to confront the ghost/demon or whatever it was… but we all decided to just go to Westlake. So on our way to Westlake, Joepeezy says that he has a bad feeling, as if something is following him or watching him. And i just ignored it, thinking that he’s just scared from what happened earlier. Then Joepeezy jumps and screams, saying that something cold touched the back of his neck.
“Your neck probably just touched the metal part of the headrest, dude”
“My neck can’t even touch the metal part! My left arm is numb..”
We pulled up into the parking lot at Nation’s and Joepeezy arches his head back and starts to breathe in and out really hard. So we all try to ease him and help him out all in our own little way. Eventually, all the creepy stuff ended and Joepeezy was fine. We all ate at Nation’s, went to Twin Peaks after, and called it a night.. or morning. The sun had risen by this time :P
You might say that Ray & Joepeezy were just fucking with us, and maybe they were. Who knows? Regardless, it was an interesting night. And i shouldn’t even be discussing this.. it’s not that i’m scared, but i just get chills each time i do. It’s weird. Besides, it’s just one of those things that you just don’t talk about.. and i doubt any of us will bring up what happened that night ever again.
i thought tonight was gonna be a sober nighhht! :P ah well.. i can start being sober tomorrow.